You know what’s painful? When ideas of a particular someone won’t stop ruling you. When they won’t stop running through you. When you are no longer with this someone, when you can’t be with them, yet your conscious won’t stop from indulging every bit of itself in measuring every bit of everyone against that of your someone. When it won’t stop from picking out how everyone uses their voice, and words, and everything else differently from your someone. When it won’t stop from shouting loud and clear how your someone’s use of them just. was. better. How it just was right. That’s painful. ~ Mickey Kumra